Emptiness
Once in a while.
I lived in this world without any absolute purposes.
Just living another day for the day after tomorrow
Back behind the shadows is somehow comfort me the most
After I saw and experienced all the lies, tricks, and
hatreds of the world
And suddenly I met someone
Things were somehow change the other way around.
I didn’t see things in a bland and colorless view
For a while, I experienced the best time of my life.
I had colorful days.
I looked at the skies so bright than usual.
I felt that I could have faced any problems that came along.
Times flew so fast while we’re together.
But then.
It was when life gave us..
All the times we wanted.
All the pleasures we loved to do.
All the chattering, amusements, and the times we had together.
When life starts demanding something from us.
And makes us look closer to the reality.
Everything seems so difficult.
Every step you choose might seem so wrong.
So much uncertainties and hidden thoughts about the future.
But after all these times being together.
We had a totally different point of view.
Nobody can blame us for that to happen.
Every single people in the world
Have their own liberty to set their path.
And none shall have bad thought or even…
Spread their own version of other’s path.
The truth and facts are not always what you see
It’s all lies deep beneath our hearts.
Sometimes the fact can hurt you.
Sometimes the fact can be very amusing for you.
If it is very amusing, it would be very pleasant for
everyone.
What would you do if the fact is the other way around?
Would you feel, devastated?, frustrated?, blame life for
being unfair?.
Or took the noble step of facing all of them as a part of
your life?
So many aspects of live that could have affected how you choose your path
What is yours? Is it pride? Parent’s will? Other’s opinion? Personal needs?
It would be excellent if somehow, you have all the things
you wanted in the world
What would you do if you don’t?
When all the livings in the world share the conflict and
happiness of love.
Once again..
I stood back behind the shadows.
And let the emptiness came all over me again.
Like some people said… You can make all the plans, but not
all of it will happen accordingly
